Aaron's Confession

My Goodbye

Much like Aaron the Moor from Shakespeare's wonderful tragic "Titus", I accept that I am a horrible person who has committed many a sin on his fellow brothers and sisters and the only thing that I regret is that fact that I cant commit 10,000 more. Day in day out, I see the stupidity and the ignorance all around me. I cant stand the people here, I cant even stand a simple 15 minute break with many of them. But it should be my own ignorance for who was I to think that I could make friends from coworkers. Coworkers, what a lovely word for it perfectly describes the relationship that I should have with these people. One based on a purely working relationship, one without personal matters or intrigue. I will not lie, but I have made great friends from my employer. However those are the exception and they I know are good people. But these others who'm seem to be interested only in hearing my gossip and drama to fill some void of there own. I am sick of it. I go to work for the money and to see my good friends anyone else is just idle chit chat that bores me to death and annoys me. I am taking a stance to not give a shit about these people who I have shared personal information with. I only have enough room for the people who show to me that they care. Call me fickle or vain or full of hate and rage whatever it be it is all true. I am all that can be bad if i am crossed and an adorable bumbling fool if you really mean something to me. I guess to sum it all up.... I am sick of people. I am sick of life. See you all on the other side.

Pink Floyd The Wall
Aarons Confession

Wow Your A Loser

I originally made this blog just for music and to entertain myself when I am bored on the computer, but I cant help to write something on a personal level. Recently I have had some rather lack luster break downs with people who have had a prominent role in my development. These before mentioned people happens to be my dead beat father and a old friend who cant move on. Lets start with my friend. Its a more simple and easier to explain story. Friends since grade 10, smoked weed and drank together, played video games and just in general fucked around with the world. However I am getting older and those same things I have done in high school is not what I want in my future. He still stays true to what we did in high school right down to being a general dick to everyone. I had, had enough and wanted no more to do with him, but I get messages calling me a "Pathetic lil' bitch for saying I don't to communicate anymore". I wish to my full ability that I could one day fathom why he said that to me, but I could really care less. I can see how much less I care for other people and the world when I receive that from old friends or even new ones. Communication is a serious skill that we as a society are heavily lacking. We don't take the time to just say one easy compliment to one another. People have no idea how much happier I can become when a small compliment is shown my way. Another thing is opening up and telling people how we feel. A fall back friend who you can reveal every single action without the feeling of judgement. Obviously I lack said friend as I am pouring it all out over the fucking internet. But I digress. The other person I was so very adiment to talk about is my loser of a father. He left when I was very young and didn't bother to keep in touch until I had passed high school and started to move forward with my life. When he did come it was only woe and sorrow. He is putting both my mother and I through court so that he can evade all his years of child support. This is have a heavily negative effect on my mother as she must take time off work and pay lawyers and in the end it looks like he will win anyway. This and many other things that have impacted my life give me no hope in humanity as a whole. One day we will share the same fate as the dinosaurs and be blown to extinction. But in someways that doesn't look so bad to me. All there would be is the beauty of the world and nothing else. We are a disgusting race and  I know why we do what we do, because we all want to feel good at the end of the day and if that means it requires us to put down and cause hurt and pain (whether it is emotional or physical) to others than that only proves how much of a monster we all are. In the end its something we all must become aware so we can find those who are truly worth of our time and effort.
Thanks to: My Mom, Aaron&Jenny, Luke, Mitchell,Adam, All of my friends from work (Jaydee,Marina,Jenny,Mo,Mike,Corey,Tony,Lan) You help me to figure out the good from the bad, and without you I'd be in a place that no amount of help could get me out of.

Go On Boy Make A Move!!

I have recently come back from camping and I have not had any attention span to listen to an entire album after the all the drugs and alcohol. So rather I'll just blab about summer and  list off a bunch of random tracks. Take it or leave it I'm cool with either. Now back to talking about me. Get out there people its fucking summer!!! When you get back to the daily garb of life as September rolls around you will really wish that you had let your hair loose and gone all out. Listen to music louder than normal, drink earlier in the day, start smoking (Why not!?), go out and spend more money than you normally would, and take the time to really enjoy yourself. Plan camping and concerts and fancy dinners were you dress up and get sloppy drunk while talking about completely inappropriate subjects, and anything else that you are presented the opportunity to partake in. Do something you've never done before or go somewhere you've never been. Adventure and see what is really out there. You never know perhaps you'll meet a new friend and develop into relationship or maybe you realize someone close is the one you have been waiting for. Whatever it may be love is in the air and summer is upon us and I am very excited! I've lost too many friends and family to know that life is short and it is what you make it. To my friends ill see you on the patios, docks, campgrounds, dance floors, fine dining establishments, and any other venue where we choose to consume  large quantities of booze. Lets make some awesome memories!!

Dj Fresh, Rita Ora - Hot Right Now
El Guincho - Bombay
Little Dragon - Crystalfilm
Sebastien - Embody
DSL - Supalove
Gramatik - So Much For Love
Teron Beal - New Girl
Kate Nash - My Chinchilla
Of Monsters and Men - Little Talks
Chairlift - Met Before
Jessie Ware, Sampha - Valentine
Benga - I Will Never Change
Zion I - Coastin'
Belle Brigade - Losers
K.Flay - Suburban Rap Queen
Lana Del Ray - Blue Jeans
Kimbra, A-TRAK, Mark Foster - Warrior
Don Diablo, Dragonette - Animale

Nerve - The Distance Between Zero and One

While patiently awaiting DJ Shadow to start up his set a funky electronic tune played across the Commodore Ballroom and caught the attention of not only my group of friends but those all around. It was almost as if the Matrix was trying to explain itself via a musical tune. However sadly this band blew everything that the Matrix was and showed it what it could have been. Another thing that had caught our attention was a older grey haired Asian  male rocking out on the keyboard. Laying down tracks that our generation could only hope of one day achieving. Next came the drummer who looked like he was glazed out of his mind whaling away on the drums, but something about his style of playing. The pauses after an intense drum solo only help you stick on the track and listen it out. And the third band member just kinda rocked out between the two of the them (Not much attention was paid to him). They were by far one of the best opening acts that I have had the pleasure of hearing and jamming with. I've had a lot of trouble finding there music and realized how lucky I was to buy there album at the show. It sounds just as good as the live show. A band I plan to keep to myself and close friends when I want to brag and show off something that they don't know about!!!

Nerve Website

Tenacious D - Rize of the Fenix

Since the pick of destiny and there subsequent discovery of the bong of destiny, many Tenacious D fans (Including I) have been patiently awaiting a sequel. Rize of the Fenix is exactly what we have been wanting and expecting from the band. The same sexual sattire, drug use, and sing along rock ballads that made us fall in love with Jack Black & Kyle Gass. The cover of the album is dawned by a giant phoenix rising from the ashes which represents the bands new rebirth or come back to the music scene. However, the phoenix itself does not much resemble a phoenix at all, but rather a large cock and balls. iTunes has actually censored the phoenix by bluring it out completely. Before the albums release a 6 minute long video called "To Be The Best" was put onto youtube for the world to see. It featured such celebrities as Drave Grohl, Val Kilmer and even had the band solving world peace and having the president legalize marijuana all via a power hug between Kage and Jabbles. If you loved Tenacious D before this album than it wount lower but only "Rize" your standards. Same loveable songs and sillyness that we expect from them. Change is a dangerous thing!!
Tenacious D - To Be the Best